Today is my father 5th Commemoration day. He left us as I stood by his bedside. Kaushal Ji’s friends and our extended family gave me tremendous strength by convincing me that it was his destiny, and not a failure. It was his time to go. But I still can’t shake off the feeling that as his son, I was not with him in his final moments of consciousness. Here is one chapter for you to read from the book I wrote on him last year.